I have learned more about myself and the world in the last 2 months than I have learned in years of school. At the beginning of the summer, I made the move to San Diego, California and that’s where I’ve called home since.
In the past two months, I’ve learned heaps about finances, responsibilities and accountability, which is just a taste of what the real world is like. Not gonna lie y’all, adulting is tough. I wish I could just crawl back into bed and wake up as a high school freshman again, but….I can’t. And that’s just life. So long story short, when people say high school flies by, it really FLIES by.
I have a limited amount of days left here in San Diego, before I head back to Texas, and if I’m being honest, I’ve never been more excited to give my parents a big ole hug, give my siblings’ cheeks a squeeze and belly rub Gucci till he can’t stand me anymore. Being away from my family, my home, a comfortable lifestyle, has made me appreciate everything so much more. You can definitely tell because I’m not even bothered by the very soon to come “I told you so” by mom.
But, other than this sad story that I’m telling, I wanted to make sure to clarify that I 100% do not regret coming down to California, living on my own, figuring out the terrible public transit system on my own, paying bills on my own and finding friends on my own. I absolutely loved exploring not only this incredible city, but my abilities, strengths, weaknesses and limits.
My point in writing all these mushy gushy words is that if you are given the opportunity to step out of your comfort zone, explore the undiscovered, learn from mistakes, just do it. Yes, there might be a few tears shed when things take an unexpected turn, trust me, I had my fair share of meltdowns, but the many smiles, laughs and moments of self reflection are worth it all.
Now, will I miss the absolutely perfect weather, the fact that there are literally no bugs and super convenient vegan options, yes! However, I am so ready to show the Lone Star state all the new things I’ve learned and so so ready to put them in action.